immune against emotions

2007-09-28T07:00:00.000+08:00

it was 5 in the morning when i decided not to sleep tonight, this morning, whichever it is. now, its bright now, and i've just had blueberry cereal and milk, while sitting at the table with the family. they were all surprised i was up at this time.

everyone had two questions for me this morning, and i mean EVERYONE in the house. AND it was the same two questions! 1. "haven't sleep ah?" my answer: "woke up already" 2. "didn't eat dinner ah? why so hungry?" my answer: "i ate, but now's breakfast time"

so only one of my answers is true, but it doesn't really matter. my point is, my entire family, including my ahma and ani, all look at me the same way, this noctornal, morning hating person who skips dinner? that is not a good thing! besides, i only skip dinner when i'm at home. somehow, when i'm home in front of the tv, at 7.30 (when drake and josh is showing), dinner isn't the first thing on my mind.

bottomline: i need to see my family more often. but how?

2007-09-26T02:18:00.000+08:00

happy lantern/mooncake festival everyone! or zhongqiujie. weird, i know the chinese but no the english. hmm.

only completed 1 out of 3 errands today. 1 more to run tomorrow, and the other, i'll just wait for daddy. (:

met jaclyn and marcus at laupasat, and joshua at chinatown. went to walk around a bit, then headed to pandan reservoir. we'd bought lanterns, candles and sparklers and such, but no one had a lighter. silly us. i watched DOA on the ipod.(: the place was beautiful. the water, the full moon, the lights at the other end of the reservoir and all. sweet.

i need a new phone or a camera, damn.

2007-09-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

song of last moment: my chemical romace; teenagers

see, mika can sing good songs. (:
i haven't ran any of the errands i was supposed to run toda. and its getting late. i'd better get started!

2007-09-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

out with jed today. caught no reservations. its one of those i don't mind watching again! (: had fun. met daddy afterwards, had dinner, talked. talked. (:

i love sarah she's the best there ever was! you are, sarah, the best!<3!

i got my timetable. its HORRIBLE. i start EVERYDAY at either 8 or 9! and i don't end early too, at 4, on thursdays 6! the module's we're taking, sound even more boring than the ones we took last sem! there's this one called global issues: singapore's perspective. wth. then there is creative arts, language arts, and speech training. which all sound alot better than global issues!

looks like its going to be pretty bad!

i'm going to have to go to bed soon too. long day at work tomorrow!/:

2007-09-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

so, i let daddy know. well, he asked. he asked!

ian came over in the morning, with his whole goth-kid getup. watched movies and youtube, until amos came home. three of us bussed to plaza sing, caught the invasion. its really not bad, i wonder if i'll survive if i will survive if my life depended on NOT sleeping./: bought amos his haivanas, got myself two basic topshop tops. money, money, money. i haven't gotten enough!

daddy picked us all and took us to the new grill place behind the foodpark, near my place. yes, in sunset way itself, good food! i had good steak, so worth daddy's money. (:

hurry back please. (:
not working tomorrow! whooo i love not working! tell me again why i started to work in the first place again? 1. i get money. 2. i had nothing better to do. 3. auntie maureen was desperate for help. right. work is a good thing. good. GOOD. (:

2007-09-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

going back to work tomorrow, i've had a nice long break! (: baby ryan's really cute, i got to carry him on his first month party on sunday. i've been spending a tonne of money. spent alot today, cabbing around. visited joshua, ben and xandra at the pet shop where they're working. i liked the cat there! i think its called oreo or something. black and white. really cute!

i'm been playing this game, http://www.miniclip.com/games/bloxorz/en/. i'm stuck at stage 28/33. if anyone manages to figure it out, i don't think you'll be able to explain to me how you did it, but i'd admire you for figuring it out.

wii's this new game thingie everyone's playing right? i think they'd make more money if they designed new ones specially for children. i mean, i see young children having the most fun playing with this thing.
i really like this one, he's so cute! less than 2 years old. the way he plays until he falls, and the laughs at himself, the way he say no more, at the end of the game. ((:

not as cute, but still, little kid, anyhow whacking.

has my point been proven yet?
bye boyfriend, have fun. (:

i guess i'm going to have to sleep soon or a won't be able to wake up on time tomorrow. i really don't feel like working anymore. i feel like just lazing around, watching movies, buying stuff, spending money. is there a possibility of there being something seriously wrong with me? /:

2007-09-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 70th BIRTHDAY AHMA! ((:
celebrated ahma's 70th birthday today, but her actual birthday is on monday. three generations of people = 5tables of people. not everyone was present, and my generation only consists of 10 people. so the two generations before mine is HUGE.
had a big dinner too! lets see, cold dish, shark's fin, roast pig, steamed fish, broccoli and scallop, cereal prawns, noodles, yam paste and cake. i am so going to get fat after tonight, but still, yum!(:

pictures!
here's 4 out of 5 tables mummy's brother&family
sabrina&daddy!

ahma's birthday cake
ahma looks fascinated!
megan&uncle james
ahma&grandchildren, excluding jo-en
me, megan and ahma

the dude on the cake (edible)
ahma&amos
megan with cream on her nose!
ahma&her sisters, not all of them though
yes i know all of them(:

jo-en!

three monkeys

i miss you plenty! and will miss you more when you go away.
mummy's flying to boston tomorrow. ): going for baby's first month party tomorrow after church. so, its going to be a pretty long day for me.

2007-09-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

breakfast with sam this morning! (: had yakun at holland and walked for a bit. i bought me a new book! so that's going to keep me company for the next one day or so. I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA CHAN. she got an LG chocolate phone! it looks super stylish, so sam, and very fragile. but still, niceeeee.

rest of my day was spent working. there were two birthdays today, adam from playgroup '05 and anastasia from k2. i put up a pinata! but it wasn't one of those you whacked, it was one with many ribbons to pull on so the bottom of the pinata tears off and it starts raining candy. only half the candy rain came down, so i had to stick my arm up the bottom of a hello kitty to get the rest of it out its ass. /: this made the 6year olds squeal and laugh hysterically. so i had a tonne of blue's clues and cinderella cake, and plenty of candy as well today. not good at all.

pictures from CHARLOTTE's birthday:
the gorgeous birthday girl hugeass shades
LOVE

i get to sleep in tomorro! and i may not be working on monday ! see how it goes. (:

2007-09-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!<33!

i got my appetite back! i'm twice as hungry as i usually am today./: so i ate twice as much. went to work today, but instead of staying in the infant care centre today i was outside at with the preschool group. at least that's what i think they are called. they're the 2.5 to 3 years old group. and they're pretty fun. i liked the girl twins! i can't remember their names though. but they're so cute! they'd like do everything together, and did not want to do anything by themselves!

the second half of the day was spent in the student care, where i was doing maths! i still can remember my p4-sec1 math! (: and i found out today kumon teaches primary3 children algebra? i think that's a little early. that girl in the student care, she's smarter than me, and did her algebra questions so much quicker than i could!/:

and the guilt has set in, about spending so much cash yesterday. well, now that i see it it doesn't seem like a bought alot, but i did. i spent about 150bucks yesterday and today. damn.

shopping with charlotte and "esther" was goood. i think i kind of allowed myself to get whatever i wanted since i haven't shopped in a long time. (: when jaclyn got her money and joined us afterwards, she couldn't find anything she really liked. it always happens like that doesn't it?

when you got the cash to spend you don't know what to spend it on. and when you've spent it, you still don't know what you spent it on./:

2007-09-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

GASTRIC FLU./:

how perfect. i called daddy at 3 in the morning today. he came over and applied oil for me, got some meds and water for me and sat with me until i fell asleep, which wasn't until 2 hours later, because of the pain. i love my daddy!

i did absolutely nothing today except lying in bed and groaning. i couldn't eat anything as well. all i had today were a bowl of soup with a little rice inside, and a couple of ribena pastilles to suck on so i'd at least have abit of sugar in my blood. joshua came over for a visit in the late afternoon too, how sweet. (:

daddy brought me to the doctor afterward and got another tonne of meds and my blood report back. everything's normal, which means they still have no idea what's causing my rash. /: i seem quite healthy, according to the rest of my bloodwork. (:

i've got an mc for tomorrow, i have no idea what for, and i don't know if i'll be able to make it out of the house tomorrow. /: we'll have to wait and see, i guess.

mummy's leaving for some part of china tomorrow. have a safe trip mummy!

2007-09-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODPA AND CHARMAINE!

its been a bad bad day. last few days haven't been too good either. i fell sick, i injured myself, and today, my mummy blew her top at me. apparenty, there were alot of unspoken rules that i have broken over the last couple of months? now i have a 10pm curfew on saturday nights.

the bruise on my head hurts, cos megan whacked it./: and ian went to press it really hard yesterday. my stomach's weird, my head's weird, i've been taking painkillers every once in awhile, the pills the doctor gave me to help me sleep doesn't even work! i feel like i'm going to die. wo zai fa leng han!
i got an email today that upsetted me.
my mum is just making things difficult for me, and i feel like i'm going to die. HSM2 and you, me and dupree and two different kinds of painkillers didn't even help!

i need to work tomorrow, and i feel like i'm going to die.

2007-09-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

OH YAY I WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 TODAY! (:

there was this premiere thing, and great world today. freman happened to get tickets, and he doesn't even WATCH hsm. how unfair can life get huh, to all hsm fans who hasn't watched number2 yet. but i did get to watch it on big screen though, rather than on tv. (: with freman, joshua and ben. there were these 4 girls sitting behind us, who were, i'd say about 8 or 9. they were singing along to the songs they were playing before the movie started and trying to guess what songs they were when the songs started. i was ALOT better than them at guessing. but then again, i'm almost 10years older./: and some idiots were throwing popcorn at us from the back before the movie even started. see, even when ian is not around i still get hit by popcorn.-___-

from 3 kids to 4, then to 2. baby joshua went to taiwan with him mummy to visit some relatives. ): he's only two months old! can two month olds take planes? i don't think its too safe. and every other baby was sick in someway or another today. i'm not going to list out all that happened but it was pretty bad. i think i caught something from one of them, i'm down with sore throat and stuffy nose. /:

i think baby jiaxuan's mum is hot. her figure is so nice AND SLIM and she just gave birth seven months ago! she said it was breastfeeding that did it. cool!

ian sent me this. its really interesting.

wine + skates =?

i can sleep in late tomorrow morning! (((: for the first time, in a long time. (a week's a long time!)

2007-09-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUL!

i've got horrible eyebags! thanks to the last few nights of sleeping late and waking up early. but i asked for it, so i'm not allowed to complain.(:

i'm getting used to infant care. (: i'm less tired today and it seemed more fun. less crying and all. and baby joshua is still very cute! he was so smiley today! and when i was feeding him and he PRETENDED to sleep! two out of three times i fed him today he closed his eyes and then when i jiggled the bottle to get him to suck he just showed of his adorable toothless grin. (:

anyway these couple of days i've been meeting really asshole-ish strangers. today, the cab driver, didn't have change for my 50dollar note. so there was the posb near by, he said he was going to draw money, to give me my change. he came back and said "all you all idiot passengers only got big notes don't know how to say before getting on, see lah, you make me walk just to get money from you." wtf right. i didn't bother arguing with him, i regret that, but it was because i was late!

and then there was this man who was at the bus interchange while i was waiting for the bus home, he came, saw the queue, and just went to the doors there to wait, in front of everybody else. that's not all. while he was standing there,many pairs of eyes were already on him, because he cut our queue, and he burped like really loudly, not once, but once every 5 seconds! ALOT louder than jac, that loud. and so everyone was staring at him, and he picked his teeth, right there. how gross is that. oh, and he boarded the bus before anyone else did. imagine how many dirty looks he got when people came up the bus.

MIGHTY DUCKS IS ON TV! BYEEEEEEE!

2007-09-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY AND ZOE!

so, second day. it wasn't as bad. a little girl threw up and a little boy wouldn't stop crying. and i had to stand most of the time carrying one child or another. that's as bad as it gets. another long day tomorrow./:

jaclyn went to have some fun. (:

i miss you, that's all.

2007-09-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

a tribute to mark steve's irwin's first death anniversary:

"i have the best daddy in the whole wide world."

people will be glad to know his daughter, is more than willing to continue where he left off.

i went to work today. well, helped out at auntie maureen's infant care centre. my goodness, the youngest kid there is named joshua and he's only 2 months old! why don't parents take care of their children anymore? i had fun, but its really tiring. the children there need 1to1 attention most of the time so it can get more busy than you'll expect. will be going back tomorrow. (:

2007-09-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY PICTURES.
in the lift after ratatouille outside cathay

charr you look really happy!

fish&co. at the glasshouse! (:

i'm think charr started it.
and we all followed. lol.

what's a night out without toilet camwhoring?
jaclyn's scarf-thingie.
do i look like a malay now?
there's the almighty mirror!
the silly hat i was talking about.

hahah, i see sparks

hey, gorgeous
<3>
i've made my wish. (:
another silly hat
and i'm on the chair
the fish&co staff.
yep, the "age old tradition".
the result./:

group photo. (:
SHE!
196 point something. (:

a big thankyou to everyone who made the day/night possible. love you all tonnes!

2007-09-03T23:59:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME. (:

am i allowed to say that? lol. so anyway, thankyou all who's wished me online, through texts, friendster and however else. sorry i didn't reply all of you. thankyou to all who spent today with me to, naming ahma, dayi, siyi, jamie, amos and zhiyong during lunch, jaclyn, joshua, ian, charlotte, shaun, alph, freman, josiah and ben for the movie and dinner. also, thankyou all who gave me gifts. (:

lunched at some chinese restaurant, caught ratatouille, and then dinnered at fish&co. yes, it was the best dinner ever. (: even though i was made to wear a silly hat, stand on a chair, and had my face pushed into the cake, it was pretty fun. i even had someone play happy birthday on the violin. for me! that was i think my favouritest surprise of the night. (:

okay, back in the real world, i'm going to earn some cash bright and early in the morning tomorrow. wish me luck!

2007-09-02T21:14:00.001+08:00
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CANDICE, LAURA AND SABRINA. (:

i still have no camera, therefore no pictures to put up. ):its okay to get bored.

these few days have and will be filled with overeating. yesterday maxwell curry rice, cake in church and a really good meal at that japanese restaurant, complete with salmon and yellowtail sashimi. (: then there's today: toast for breakfast, agaragar cake in church, and alot of rocky's pizza for dinner. tomorrow, another two more rounds./:

its all good though. celebrated birthdays in church, twice, with candice, laura and sabrina, yesterday and today. (: dinner last night with godpa and family. they built-a-bear for me! its named ali-jie, because that's what the kids call me (long story). its really cute. (: dinner tonight with ahma, xiaoyi and family. lunch tomorrow with ahma and aunties and a few cousins, and dinner with a couple of friends. (:

my stomach's about to burt./: jaclyn, how far did you say a stomach can expand again?

2007-09-01T05:19:00.000+08:00
monique coleman, who plays taylor on HSM and HSM2, had a slight fear of water. but she overcame this and learnt how to swim so she could do a scene in HSM2 where she had to jump in the pool with corbin bleu, who plays chad. it turns out that scene wasn't even put into the movie, after editting. don't ask me how i know this, i just do. (:

went to skate with ian today and got lost in the industrial area. do you have any idea how freaky it is for us to skate through, with all the foreign workers sitting on the curbs, their eyes following you? to make matters worse we ended up at a dead end where they were unloading truckload after truckload of foreign workers who would not stop staring at us! (yes i'm not exaggerating)but, while on the phone with joshua we managed to find our way back out of that area and headed back to ian's place, where his mum had cooked really great dinner! bottomline is, i don't ever want to go into that kind of area ever again, thankyouverymuch.

ian, i hope your phone revives or something. here's the story, being that really careless person, ian "forgot" that the lanyard for his phone goes around his neck instead of between his teeth. after washing his hands, he turned around and accidentally opened his mouth and his phone fell into a pail of soapy water. it then died, so we're hoping for the best.

i love you, and i don't want to keep having to convince you that i do.

2007-08-31T04:26:00.000+08:00
hey jaclyn, husrry back from camp already! remember when you said when zac efron kissed the tracey girl on hairspray you all were like "ohhhmy"? well, i got something for you.

yes he kisses nikki on some interview they were doing. he's still together with vanessa hudgens though. if it counts, the kiss looks kind of awkward anyway.

i'm going to sleep.

2007-08-31T00:42:00.000+08:00
JACLYN you were right! i went to watch a movie with joshua today, and HAIRSPRAY IS REALLY NICE. i, am going to download it or buy the dvd and watch it over and over again! hahah and zac efron did look good! cute, and that winking, omg! ((:

ohhdamn. no camera=no fun. well, there is still fun, but not as much fun.

angela, if you see this, have a safe trip! hope you enjoy yourself there, and take care! you will be missed. sorry i didn't go see you of at the airport! /:

i'm talking to atikah and i realised i miss b02. i think there's supposed to be chalet or something in like october, if i didn't remember wrongly. well, cool. (:

2007-08-28T23:27:00.000+08:00
megan's really fun to have around. (: watching her pick up anything she can find and playing with it, falling asleep in the weirdest positions because she's exhausted all her energy making a mess out of my room, and her playing with joshua and ian, who were over here earlier, is all alot of fun.

although having her here would mean i can't go out these couple of days (i'm not sure i can take her out myself and ahma won't be able to handle her herself), i guess its worth it. it makes me happy, taking care of her. it makes me feel so...responsible. yes i know that's probably all pretty weird to you. but, she makes me so damn tired too!

i apologize to those i've had to cancel arrangements with. i'll find some way to make it up to you all.

since i lost my phone, i haven't been able to take pictures and so that takes out alot of fun in blogging. don't be surprised if i give up blogging altogether. well, not because of the no pictures thing. i don't know why too.

2007-08-27T18:16:00.000+08:00
been home, with megan, and ian, and ahma. running all over the place, chasing megan up and down the stairs. yes, we're all tired. (: its been fun, she's asleep now and we're watching videos on youtube.

britain's got talent. if you have the time, go search youtube for connie talbot.
she's 6, and she's amazing.

will be going to dinner with uncle sam soon. hmmmmmm.

2007-08-26T19:08:00.000+08:00
things have been terrible the last couple of days. its unimaginable.

just yesterday, i lost my pouch with everything in it. my phone, ic, ezlink and student cards, atm card, and whatever else you put in your wallet. /: i left it on the platform at kembangan mrt station. on top of that, my home internet connection is problemetic so i can't sign in to msn or use internet explorer. so now i'm uncontactable. no texts, no phone calls, no msn, no emails, no skype, no nothing. if there's anything anyone has to say to me, well, too bad? hahah, wait for me to call you. (: or text amos.

thankyou ian for accompanying me all the way back to the mrt station and everything else. thankyou joshua and jaclyn as well, for the concern.

well, everything's gone now so, a big boohoo.

megan will be staying over at our's for the next couple of days, her parents are in malaysia. lets see if i survive this! (:

oh, and the only way i'm doing this is because i'm at godpa's place on his desktop. T____T

2007-08-24T02:38:00.000+08:00
today, i got a very special gift, from the very special someone. and i love both the gift and the giver plenty!

i'm watching OTH season3, and there are moments where i want to be there with the characters. karen makes me laugh. and lucas...oh sam, if only you were here to get all excited with me again, i miss that.

didn't end up going to sentosa because one little miss piggy (and i don't mean me) could not get her backside out of bed. met ian to skate a little, and then joshua came too and we went to rot at ian's place. ian's mum is such a great cook, i couldn't stop eating her stingrays! they were oh-so-yummy!

i've got an early morning tomorrow.

still loving this life though. (:

goodnight, world.

2007-08-23T02:45:00.000+08:00
so, i slept early, woke up pretty late, and realised, great, its the holidays, and i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing. i mean, this happens just about EVERY SINGLE TIME the holidays come. everything's like unconfirmed. its all on hold, and i never find the right time to confirm them and before i know it, holiday's over! well, when holidays come that's where i sit back and watch all the shows i wanted to watch but didn't have the time to. now i'm on the L word. its nice. interesting. (:

jaclyn came over after her ITA thingie, then joshua, then jon. with the four of us squeezed on one bed, watching the L word on a laptop. then the guys decided to try to study. i'm not sure if they did. yea we're pretty retarded.

ian and joshua, both left their watches in my room. they even left it AT THE SAME PLACE. on different days. so now i got two watches. one's beeping a little too often, its annoying. i don't wear watches, i think they're pretty useless.

and now, apparently i'm the director of a cheenapok group. eew. (;

here are some pretty random pictures. i closed my eyes and picked them, literally.
here's the twins, royston and angela at the back there, they were studying till we went to distract them. we were doing that twit thing. supposedly 1,2,3, but i don't know what happened.
going to sentosa tomorrow! i just got to love my life right now. (:

2007-08-21T01:01:00.000+08:00
blogger's such a bitch. not allowing me to put pictures up. ):
i think i've got tonnes of scandalous pictures. lol.

anyway, EXAMS ARE OVER! (((((:
pizza hut with jaclyn, charlotte and ian. ate so much! after hours and hours its still sitting in my stomach and not digested. ): two slices of that cheesy bites pizza thingie with the cheese fondue, a couple of bites of jaclyn's fish o's, some garlic bread, pepsi. and one biscuit stick. for the whole day. one meal. (: but one extremely fattening meal. anyway, i won't eat too little okay, jaclyn and joshua! (:

we watched some hiphop aerobics thingie? i forgot what its called again. ohwell. it looked kind of fun, but nooo, charr, i'm not going to join. hahah. headed home after.

my last greatgrandma passed away this afternoon, of old age. i'm going to help at the funeral for awhile before going to the airport to pick daddy. (:

phonecall with matthew! you idiot, going to start working tomorrow again and no exams at all! go and die lah you.(:

tell you a little secret, jaclyn, ian and i are somewhere on youtube. i look ____ing fat and we did some pretty darn embarrassing things, like singing in subway! so i'm not going to post them here but you can try to search for it yourself. lol.

i'll upload pictures when i can.

2007-08-19T20:38:00.001+08:00
i gave up studying for ppcm after reading the first two lines of what i read. /:
i ate 1pancake, 1tart, half a packect of noodles, half a packet of fried rice. for the day.
how's that for a diet? hahah, not good, but its a start!(:
and i woke up at 8! not at 4pm like jaclyn did. lol.

this song has been stuck in my head for about an entire week now.

2007-08-19T00:29:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN AND JOSHUA!

ended up going to town, which means i DID NOT study. at all. met audrey! she got me a birthday present! how sweet of here. i LOVE you babe!
bussed to ian's for awhile, his mum's a great cook! cabbed to taman jurong to watch charr do her hiphop dance. that woman looked hothothot!
walked around at jurong point and had subway for dinner. my diet plan starts tomorrow! wish me luck people!

anyhow, pictures from a few days back till today. still got tonnes with charr and william. (:
hiphop! i haven't eaten since secondary school!
at jaclyn's after her run.
she took my phone to camwhore with!
seeeee!
her neighbour's little girl!
high5!
more camwhoring
at macs.
today on the bus to town
topman
topshop fitting room &audrey! <333> rahhhh, fats!
bus to ian's
omg i put on so much again!):

sexy shite!
subway
charr the hotstuffs!
glam huh?
charlotte wong rui min! send me pictures please!! (:
i miss you tonnes!

2007-08-17T22:25:00.000+08:00
ONE PAPER DOWN, one to go. (: supposed to be studying now, but macdonalds is kind of not a very condusive environment to study in. so i'm on the laptop instead, ian's laptop. he went to walk jaclyn home. sweeeet! my tummy's about to explode man.
ian looks so damn fierce.
sleep's coming but i'm still out. /:

2007-08-17T00:24:00.000+08:00
first paper's tomorrow./: i finished reading the notes, but i'm not sure anything other then the damned theories are in my head right now. i am totally not prepared for this paper, and have already willed myself to not cry if i were to repeat the module. thankyou joshua, jaclyn, ian and jed for encouraging and pushing me to study this past one week or so. you all are greatly loved by me. (: i'm going to have an early night. so i won't fall asleep during the paper tomorrow.

here are some random pictures:
from that day i went to visit the doctor dillon &the chocolate moustache and claire, the sweeties. (:
i love you woman!
to all taking papers tomorrow and next week, all the best!
God bless!

2007-08-16T06:54:00.000+08:00
ohhmy. that was one hell of a rough night.
i had a total of about 2hours of sleep, at it wasn't intentional.
i tried, so damn hard to get to sleep, but this itched, and that hurt. arrgh. why can't i just get well? i hate being sick, and i hate cramps.

2007-08-15T04:19:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!
studied at the twin's place today with jaclyn, ian, joshua, ben and justin. well, i tried to anyway, didn't work. dinnered at mad jack and sat there the rest of the night enjoying the music. (:
anyway, there are pictures again! hahah, i'm really enjoying wuyi's digital camera. thankyou wuyi!

josiah.i wanted to catch him chasing the tadpoles in his bowl with intense concentration, but i was too late.
see the very studious people!

and here's what we were doing while they were doing that

fill in the blanks.

those are not my stubby fingers!
jaclyn's not that tall
this picture still makes me laugh!
no, we weren't dancing
artistic huh, who took it?
we were trying to take a picture with the vespa, but the cameraman wasn't very good./:
at madjacks
ian's enjoying his food!
please can we have some ____ sauce?
food!
share the love yo!

what are you doing playing peekaboo at this age?

mad jack!

island creamery!
quiz time!
lol, love this one. tehtarik ice cream is <3! he's like stabbing her

its almost 5am and i need some sleep. my grandma's already awake!

2007-08-13T16:41:00.000+08:00
after much, pain, sweat and bloood, this post is up./: you have no idea how much effort and how many problems i've encountered, except maybe khai and jaclyn. here goes, pictures from national day and monday.
from national day:

the silly faces! the vain-poks!
how patriotic huh?

& peiyi
NP INLINE!
orange rangers
josiah's still camera shy
what is he doing?!
& olivia

& eric... and xander
& angjia
backstage madness
nice view?
i took nice picturesof eric and huiping!

they call themselves the op family.
after movie
royston loves the sign thingie
from monday:
from the girl who hates ndp

studying?
lol, you wish!
at least this time i'm actually in the photo
hahaha, make her LOOOK so guai.

like a doll

acting!
island creamery! everyone loves it! no. 1
no. 2
no. 3

2007-08-10T16:57:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! LOVELOVE!

national day! (: hahah. didn't seem any different from any other rehearsal. the floor was very wet! its a good thing they changed the surface of the platform before the actual day. there were people who fell, one caught on camera! /: the fireworks were spectacular. and i took many many pictures.

met jaclyn and charlotte after, we skated to ps. sat around while before ben the tp guy came. then, movie with joshua, josiah, ben, eileen, ian, angela, royston, xandra, valerie. i hope i didn't miss anyone out. rush hour 3 is funny stuff! just like the other two. and i love nachos! (:

cabbed to the twins' with ian and them. was up till like 4plus. haven't stayed up so late for awhile. laughter and phone conversations in the middle of the night. (:

i might be falling sick. ): thankyou joshua for the company today!

pictures when i find the damn camera.

2007-08-08T19:51:00.001+08:00
and tonight, i'll cry myself to sleep, thanks.

where are you?

2007-08-08T11:46:00.000+08:00
oh look, they give different answers!

ilena --

[noun]:

An alien

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i guess i am an alien afterall, you guys were right! (:

so much fun. (:
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-08-07T22:48:00.000+08:00
watched alone! finally. i've been talking about it for the longest time! with ian and jaclyn. they both say its not scary but i think it so is!
SPOILERS*
one twin impersonated the other and killed all her loved ones, or tried to kill. she killed her conjoined twin, her mum, two dogs, and tried to kill the man she loves. how evil huh. she died in the end anyway.

exam period sucks.

look,

ilena --
[noun]:
A hermit living in
the big city
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

everyone, like i said before, i don't belong here!

2007-08-07T01:31:00.000+08:00
song of last moment:
jordin sparks; this is my now

2007-08-07T01:24:00.000+08:00
way too lazy to blog. didn't do much anyway. except, i didn't study. at all.

something fun:
oth funny moments to love today by mika. (:

2007-08-06T11:24:00.000+08:00
i have no school today. i am supposed to be studying. this is not studying./:
april's mad at ivan. she says she's been trying to make things right, but he's not cooperating. but, they've already broken up for so long. why try only now? in two of her most recent posts, she's mentioned FUIK (F U ivan koumaev). ohhman. ):

anyway, i've camwhored alot these few days. (:
last day of attachment. toilet camwhoring again. (:
emokid.
kamilah and beat!
studious. very studious./:

lol, jaclyn, your tongue is huge!
bus camwhoring

ian sleeping!
meet ian the geek.
they were trying to balance the ice cream on their tongues!/:

okay, now i'm going to TRY to study. what a good girl!

2007-08-05T01:26:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEIYI!

friday until now has been pretty eventful i guess.(: stayed over with ian at the twins house on friday night, bussed back and forth from there and home. lunched at singpost.
there was no full dress rehearsals today, just practicing the formations and stuff. under the REALLY hot sun. its torture.
made a trip down to fairfield with joshua and ian to look-see. didn't join the fdd though. ): sat around at starbucks, played cards.

and here's the amazing thing: what are the odds of someone getting a card of another person's choice 4 times in a row? well, it happened. i'm telling you, its a sign!

ended up at cathay with the 4b people. am going to shower and go back to meet them. (:

pictures soon.

2007-08-02T23:42:00.000+08:00
talk with daddy, about going overseas.
we'll see how.

in kind of a lousy mood.):

2007-08-01T22:50:00.000+08:00
i think i kind of did absolutely nothing today.
watched pirates 2 on tim's laptop while he was studying. (and while martin was disturbing me on msn when he was sitting just behind me). dinnered with jiayi and wilson.
that's all. so i've got random pictures. (:

this is kamilah doing an IQ test, using her fingers! beat! looks different.
kamilah, justina, sherlyn, and i think that's beat behind.

calista, melise and ellialyn. in i have no idea what order./:
sarah!

look at the fp assignment i printed!

my foot and jaclyn's hand.
(:

one more thing, i miss YOU! (:

2007-08-01T02:27:00.000+08:00
WHOOOHOOO! i'm done with FP assignment, done with FNE test, done with play assignment! now left ITA assignment and the two exams. then RELAX! (:
pictures!
taken during FP groupwork yesterday. bloodrednails! on the way to island creamery, jon was trying to hide under the stranger's umbrella.
scandal siol!

2007-07-31T15:14:00.000+08:00
i have been a very good girl since last night. i say so myself.
slept very early last night. i didn't even come online before going to bed, was asleep by 11. woke up really early too, before 7.30, thanks to my dearest alarm clock. (:and my attachment's only at 9! was on time for attachment.

a nice guy gave me a ride to school! (:
i went for ITA class,now i'm studying for my english test later on.i've also done half of my FP indiv assignment. (:

how much better can i get?
yay, jaclyn, sarah and ian's coming over for dinner today after the stupid 2hour test! (: i missed dinner with the babes.

look, a ghost. i saw in the library yesterday while doing groupwork.

2007-07-30T01:34:00.000+08:00
ouch
if anyone remembers me complaining about bad bruises on my head because a seashell fell on me while i was sleeping, this, is it. if you look carefully one of the spikes actually broke off. /:
anyway, I'M DONE WITH PLAY ASSIGNMENT! (:
now i got FP to worry about. ):
tang! nice talking to you!
lol, all the best!

2007-07-29T03:49:00.000+08:00
<3 wanted to finish up play assignment at showvillage, ended up watching hollowman2 on joshua's ipod. -__- its not bad though. but i still like the first one better.
met jaclyn and jon after the parade and skated to city hall. had mosburger and starbucks.
waited for the bloody cab for so damn long.
oh, and i'm going to catch up with matthew! yay!
and fuad! call us!

2007-07-28T03:51:00.000+08:00
BUT (i love it when there's a but after something bad)
i found a video. ( i also love it when they put my favourite show with songs i really like)
to aslyn's "that's when i love you", here's brucas.
leyton's good, but i still miss brucas.

2007-07-28T03:21:00.001+08:00
HELP.
i need tonnes of it.

haven't been doing much these two days. was up late last night trying to do that stupid play assignment.
(and had a nice long phone conversation, AND almost had a heart attack thanks to jaclyn, who bolted out of bed when i thought she was sleeping.)
yes, i'm still worrying about play when everyone else is done worrying about it and have moved on to worrying about FP.
omg, i am so screwed.

there is this one girl, in another class, who has been HOSPITALISED because of stress. now why don't they get the message and go easy on us, extend the deadlines or something, at the very least. i think they are just waiting for a couple more breakdowns before they actually realise we're so pressured. now, who were the idiots who though ECH was a slack course?

am up late tonight again,trying to send jaclyn's work over to her! and its not working. it keeps saying internet explorer cannot display the page. wtf.
wanted to do my assignments but was too distracted, too sleepy. forget it.

how the ____ am i going to survive IF jaclyn withdraws? how am i going to survive even if jaclyn doesn't withdraw? i'm already on the verge of screaming and tearing my hair out.

2007-07-26T14:57:00.000+08:00
Black jeans.

Before I forget anything, here it is. JACLYN’s birthday, rather eventful, I’d say.

1. PPCM test was quite easy, and I spent the rest of the day sleeping in class.

2. Dinner at café cartel. Joshua, Josiah, Ian, Charlotte and Justin. Ian bought an ice cream cake with “happy 17th Jaclyn tootsie” on it. How sweet huh? (: We were playing around with the cream and it got everywhere! In hair, on faces and shirts and UP MY NOSE. /:
To Sam, sorry I didn’t confirm it with you.

3.Zouk with Charlotte, Jaclyn and Ian with eyeliner! Had my ribena vodka. And I did the one thing daddy asked me not to do when he gave me permission to go clubbing: get drunk. /: now I feel guilty.
To Jaclyn and Charlotte, sorry I made you leave early.
To Ian, thanks for accompanying me to the back and watch me embarrass myself tremendously.
To Christbel’s friend, thanks for helping me out.
Oh no, I made such a fool out of myself tonight. /:

Okay, now pictures.
charlotte and jaclynthe one picture they smiled for josiaf used the bread basket to cover his face.

after toilet break.
the ice cream cake.

pulling the candles, she wasn't very good at it.
cherry!
its sweet huh? jaclyn tootsie.

cream all over the birthday babe.
that's how you make the birthday girl happy.
ian
twins

she winked at the camera!
the one and only, pretty horrible group photo.
ian, josiah, charlotte, jaclyn.

LOL, looks gay!

they look like their playing catching right?

toilet camwhoring.
i love charlotte.
ian with eyeliner! looks funny.
sexy mama.
phuture's back bar.

2007-07-25T00:14:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACLYN!

Digital camera

I should totally stay at Jaclyn’s every Monday! I woke up at 8.30 and still made it to attachment on time. That is, I have to say, pretty amazing.

Also, because the weather was so nice, I had a long nap and missed my lesson, but was still able to mark my attendance. (: teachers love me, right? And Joshua and Freman were already waiting for me outside my class when I got there. Sorry to keep you waiting. /:

Ended up skating down to bukittimahmarket with Ian and then went to a void deck, for random shite, met samuelchong and gang there. They were using the longer void deck so we had to make do with the shorter one. Jaclyn, Anna, Melissa, Evan and Dave came to join us. Hey that’s not bad, I can remember their names in just one night. (: we camwhored at the void deck and at the playground too. (:
jaclyn's volleyball group plus me and ian.
anna and melissa
jump, jump!
and the stupid things i do. skates make it hard to climb like i usually can.

awwww loook!
we were actually rocking ian back and forth.

here's jaclyn's try at taking an emo picture./: lying on the playground floor
see, my photography skills are alot better than jaclyn's.
now its ian's turn to rock jaclyn.
feet.

jump, jump again!

superbambooman!
ROFL, literally.

2007-07-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

2007-07-23T19:08:00.000+08:00
okay! pictures are in!
camwhoring at daily scoop, begins.
ian can't do this!

just smiles
the board and a random angmoh.

THE pose

jaclyn thinks she can make it as paparazzi, but nahhhh.

scissors, paper, stone! i'd make a better paparazzi person!
okay, got to admit, ian's better. (:

2007-07-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

my goodness, i TRIED to study. its not working. besides the 2 hours of school. nothing i've done today has anything to do with studying./: butbut, maybe i don't have to study too much, i'm a regional genius! lol! nahh, i believe its bull.

daily scooped with jaclyn and ian earlier, before his jap class. jaclyn paid for my waffle and ice cream! i love her. we camwhored too! pictures later.

should be going to her house to stay tonight. (:

2007-07-22T17:04:00.000+08:00
vacating self, my mind, my will, and my all, i choose to surrender
and once again, i needed a reminder, a wake up call, going into something new. (:

in church today: my writing when i'm sleepy. /: compared to my normal writing(the last line)

2007-07-22T01:52:00.000+08:00
saturdays are usually a waste of time.
we spend hours and hours waiting.
today's floors were alot better than last week, thankfully, and i think i've gotten the hang of the pyro thingies. lol i was pretty glad everything went right unlike other weeks, yong quan and i still highfived, right there and then.(:
highlight of the night would have to be fireworks though. i'd say i was surprised, shocked, stunned, glad. (:

one picture, one video.
in the guys toilet. lol.

got this off khai's blog. its interesting!

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for the past few days its been raining right? its so weird, when it rains, somehow i'm always indoors. like when i just stepped indoors it pours. or the rain would stop just before i go out. how cool is that? its been happening for the whole of this week! and now its pouring again, and i'm extremely comfortable in my bed and under my quilt. (:

2007-07-19T23:07:00.000+08:00
today's a HAPPY DAY. yayy happy days! lol.
jaclyn came to inline today! i'm pretty sure she enjoyed herself even though she hardly skated. she did throw a can of F&Ngrape at me though, so now i got a cut on my face, beside my nose, which is impossible to cover up. -___-
i also buttslided twice, once on each butt. the left cheek's abrasions are pretty bad too. ohgosh.
thankyou joshua and eileen for the cab back though. (:
pictures from last week and last wed.

jaclyn's sexy leg. trying to smile without showing teeth. i look pretty stupid.

i look mental.

more toilet camwhoring.

LOL. OMG SO WRONG!

2007-07-18T23:01:00.000+08:00
was in school EARLY.
yes you didn't read wrongly, EARLY. (:

got doughnuts!
got three assignments, all due soon,
and a PPCM test next week. and i haven't opened my textbook.

watched HARRYPOTTER!
adeline,peiyi, joshua, ian, daniel, angjia, wilson, fiona.
its not bad, really, i kind of enjoyed it although was asking manymany questions throughout the movie./:
popcorn fight! ian started it. (:

there are pictures! afterall, its wednesday and i'm your ultimate camwhore.
but they're with charlotte and jaclyn. so i got to wait.
i'm patient. (:

oh and my left eye is red./: i told uncle eric these lenses aren't good and he didn't believe me. -__-

OMG these made me laugh,so hard!

2007-07-18T00:03:00.000+08:00
Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I can sit on the toilet, or in a hot bath for over an hour.
2. I zone out when talking to people for no reason.
3. I eat alot even though i always complain i'm fat.
4. I like big words.
5. I like people to rub my bruises.
6. I prefer bus rides to MRT! (yes sarah i totally do!)
7. people think i am a bully./:
8. I like apple pie.
9. alot of my camwhoring happens in toilets.
10. I love escargot!

tagged:
1. sam!
2. jaclyn! can i tag you again?
3. khai!
4. amos!
5. wilson!
6. sophie!

2007-07-17T22:23:00.000+08:00
yes, i'm feeling alot better. i hope things like that won't happen again.
or that i won't be as affected as i was this morning.

dad gave me some cash to see a doctor, get an mc.
ran into brother randy! (:he had to do some xray, take care!
can you imagine he taught me sunday school back when i was what, 8?
and the last time i saw him was olevel english oral last year! weird i keep bumping into him at the strangest places, and the strangest times.

hockey with peiyi, ian (and wilson). well just practised passing? and sliding. macs for dinner.

OMG i am getting so fat, people are saying i put on weight again. /: i just keep gorging myself every day, every night. this has to stop. ohhdear, its so worrying.

2007-07-17T09:42:00.000+08:00
i am in a really bad mood. like, foul.
everything has to go wrong at the same moment, everything and anything
that could go wrong went wrong this morning.
i didn't go to attachment, i'm at home.
and i was seriously contemplating quitting school until daddy's text came in. and mummy's too.
thankyou so much daddy.
so stay away for now, it'll be appreciated.

to you, sorry to shut you out like that earlier, its not that i didn't want to tell you, its just that i was feeling so terrible and it was so soon. thanks for the call and text messages though, they helped, really.

putting myself through tv therapy now. ~~oh, stop crying already!~~

2007-07-17T01:43:00.000+08:00
1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAT!

had a late start to the day, woke up about 11?
TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF S&W!
omg i am so, so glad its over! like finally! fortunately for me, i managed to change the wednesday thingie to today, so i don't have to go back on wednesday for another round.
okay anyway,NO MORE S&W!(:

andandand, MY DADDY IS BACK FROM VIETNAM!(:
he picked me from school after the S&W! gave him a big hug and his kiss goodnight. he looks so tired. ): take care daddy!

the reason as to why these few days i keep eating and eating and eating non-stop is still unknown. ): although had just fish and my NORMAL portion of rice (yes jaclyn, normal) for dinner, i had tonnes of durian after! /: its terribly sinful but oh-so-yummy!

caught up with matthew! you ah, got girl already forget about me. lol. nice long chat anyway.(:

pictures.
i had nothing better to do in the toilet. you have no idea how hard it was for us to get a proper picture, cos there was this girl, who's huge ass kept butting into the picture!
during S&W games, played against jared and daniel! travis was there too but i didn't see him till the end.

2007-07-15T22:21:00.000+08:00
~~i got my 2G memorystick!~~
whoa mummy! thankyou soo much!

i wanted one, and got two!
ewan and laura's wedding party thing today.
played random games with the youth and watched the video, too bad i missed the wedding. ):

for brucas fans who miss them.

2007-07-15T02:02:00.000+08:00
new inlinehockeyskates!

PIZZA for lunch. (:
NEshow today, thanks to the waterscreen thingie, the platform was really slippery, many people fell, including mr president angjia. and because he was in front of me, i kicked his pyro when he fell, which freaked me out a little, for no apparent reason. oh, and all our timings were off because we couldn't move properly. -__-

dinnered/suppered and marina square foodcourt. shared with ian and HE STOLE THE AUNTIE'S EGG! funny stuff.
short urban to bugis, then bussed home.

watched johnny english on joshua's ipod with amos. laughed loads.
tim told me a joke! laughed some more!
and amos got a new phone. helped him with the installing and stuffs, even though i am sooo extremely jealous! i am a really nice sister aren't i? (:

and people (TWINS AND TIM!), if you want to spam my board say nice stuff please! lol.

oh daddy, i miss you! thanks for the email. you're right, next time, msn and webcam! (:

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that's ian talking.

2007-07-13T23:58:00.000+08:00
1g memorystick.

FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH.
bad luck? for me, yes.
woke up really late, missed play class AGAIN./:
forgot laptop, sweater and journal! and adapter!
and i lost the ndp costume belt.
ani helped me look, everywhere!

caught up with the 4b'o6 and had nydc for dinner!
sandwich and oreo cheesecake!
i don't think they've digested yet. lol.

watching ALADDIN on disney now.
i love these old movies so much!

from now on, when i have an item i would like to have, it'll be in bold and the very first line of my post.(:

2007-07-12T23:16:00.000+08:00
i had GREAT japanese food last night with the mummy and the brother and the ahma. (:
some restaurant, at bukit timah there,
the soft shell crab and sashimi and tempura were the best!

i managed to do crazy! 10cones! (: jaclyn you saw right?? ian also!
and played hockey! i had so much fun! just anyhow whacking. (:

here's a video,

2007-07-11T02:29:00.000+08:00
ohmyFG i am so tired.
finally got my assignment completed, but wait, there's more!
another one due soon. /:

AND i got me another bruise while saying bye to angela.
just great.
there's got to be something wrong with me.

2007-07-10T13:54:00.000+08:00
see, today's a good day to start off the promise i made to myself, and daddy.

not only did i take a bus and walked to the childcare centre for attachment, i was EARLY, earlier than that other girl, who's always 30mins early. okay, so she wasn't 30mins early today, but i was earlier than her! and my mentor! too bad there's been an outbreak of HFMD, only three kids in class.

on top of that, (yes! there's more!), i am now sitting in IT class, EARLY too! wow, wow and wow. (:

2007-07-10T00:49:00.000+08:00
ISAN's anniversary tonight.
i want to buy a pair of icehockey skates! (:

and its just not my day today.
daddy i'm sorry, really.
i'll do better, promise.

i LOVE this song. first time i heard it was christmas eve 2006! (:

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade
(thankyou DANIELLE for the song! thankyou TIM for converting it!)

2007-07-09T00:30:00.000+08:00
sleepy, sleepy,was supposed to sleep early but now its kind of late..
anyhow, pictures! (:
i've decided to put captions on top of the pictures too, instead of below.
look at my oh-so-colourful knees! hahah, they're terrible.HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIALYN!
kaiye's oldschool barber chair.

here's my camwhore!lol, romeo and juliet, jaclyn say one.
JACK'S PLACE!
they were supposed to kiss but it was too quick for me to catch./:i love my dad so much! (:

2007-07-08T22:21:00.000+08:00
i should really stop telling lies. my lies don't usually benefit me anyway. they just keep others out of trouble. (: but still, i should stop telling lies.

there are two pretty bad bruises on my head from when briana's seashell fell at 7 a.m from the shelf that i was sleeping under. ouch.

finally managed to celebrate dad's birthday with the family and jaclyn with dinner at jack's place. (: good stuff. my parents are so darn sweet.

my tummy's about to explode.

pictures will be up soon. (:

2007-07-08T14:19:00.000+08:00
what do you say/ how do you react when someone says something hurtful in front of you, about you but not to you. i walk away.

really enjoyed supper with the godparents.

i am such a blessed child. (:

2007-07-07T02:15:00.000+08:00
at kaiye's place. (:
i miss them.

missed play class today./:
ate ALOT.
played bingo during IT test. i'm definitely going to get a zero for that.

carl's jr tomorrow. (:

joshua you idiot talking to you how to sleep. lol.
will get nightmares!

2007-07-05T00:34:00.000+08:00
yes jaclyn ng, I AM THE ULTIMATE CAMWHORE.
and sam, YES I'M VAIN! camwhoring sessions in the toilet with jaclyn on wednesdays and fridays are a must-have.(:
we behave like emo-shites.

hellooooo sexy! i love a good camera!

the hair's pretty!

daddy dearest sent me a text that totally made my day!
"i love you deep deep la. you know."
so here's a very big HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE YOU DEEPDEEP TOO!❤
(:

2007-07-03T23:51:00.000+08:00
here's the pretty sunset. (:ndp practice and i fell TWICE. screw, what is wrong with me!
DADDY'S birthday dinner tomorrow! (:
i still need to learn microsoft access./:

andand, i am IN LOVE with jaclyn's blog song!

2007-07-03T01:55:00.001+08:00
haven't changed my song of the moment for a looooong time!
and i really like this version on home! i couldn't find a proper vid of him singing this version, so i got an OTH vid insteas. (: its perfect, my favourite tvshow and last song of the moment in one video!

song of last moment: daughtry; home

jaclyn i hope everything turns out well for you. try not to panic now, do things one at a time, it'll be easier, and i'll help anyway i can. (:
sam, same thing, hope everything turns out right. you're sam! you always make things right. this time will be no exception. (:
sarah and audrey, omg it was so great seeing the two of you today!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOO MUCH!

2007-07-03T01:13:00.000+08:00
dinnered with 4Bo6-ians last night.
transformers with inline people tonight.
missed my stop because of spiderman on daniel's laptop. -_-
ndp practice tomorrow night.
my daddy loves me. (:
HE SAID SO.
as promised, i shall learn to sleep early.
and also if anyone has the ability to help me with microsoft access, please inform me,
i am DESPERATE./:

its 1.21am, not a good start to my whole sleeping early thing.
oops?

2007-07-01T01:03:00.000+08:00
pictures. i'm so lazy to type much./:

like monkeys! (:
i like this picture.

its our job, canwhoring in the toilet.

reflections!

shaun's too skinny!

2007-06-27T04:16:00.000+08:00
phwoot, i'm finally done with my ppcm assignment.
i am so, so sleepy!
now to write a one and a half page essay./:

i'm wondering, what i said to peiyi and shuwen,
was it bullshit? something i said for the sake of saying,
or did i really mean it? lol.
i'm such a loser.

2007-06-27T00:35:00.000+08:00
SCREW.
last minute assignments! again!
and i'm soooo lost./:

2007-06-25T17:42:00.000+08:00
pictures from yesterday:
the costumes are so hideous!/:

rudy looks so squished!lousy westlife imitations

2007-06-25T02:32:00.001+08:00
ohno. i can't sleep again. what a great way to start school again.

and i'm feeling funny. like...weird. haven't had this for a loooooong time.
if you have no idea what i'm talking about, don't bother asking.
it COULD spell trouble./:

2007-06-25T00:48:00.000+08:00
i've always been in looove with ONE TREE HILL.
and season four was AWESOME.
if anyone were to get me the box set dvds of season 3 and 4,
for my birthday or even just for the sake of getting me a gift,
i don't know how i would thank you!
i would probably kiss you and queeze you and dotdotdot.
(i got that from somewhere, some book)
but OMG, i want those boxsets! reeeaaaaally bad!

ahahha, happy times:

the spice girls dance!

"need ass?!"

freaky times:

peyton gets attacked by her stalker

on their prom night..stalker came back./:

for those who don't watch you probably'll find it boring, cos you don't know what's going on, but this, this is good stuff. and for fuad and all the other few oth fans! (:

2007-06-24T00:18:00.000+08:00
i just got another one of my random moods.
so here goes.
1. i'm glad i was wearing jeans today. or else i would have gotten another abrasion where the last one is healing up.
2. i lost another one of my screws. /: from the first wheel some more.
3.all i ate today was a slice of peanut pancake, some fishcake, a few bites of chicken, and a cookie.
4. i got a fever.
5. jaclyn, i don't think i got it from you, i think i got it the same time you did. we must have kissed the same guy or something.
(joke)
6. i'm too lazy to get panadol. ):

2007-06-23T03:45:00.000+08:00
boo! rudy you idiot, ahaha, make me want to do this in the middle of the night! lol.

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-06-23T01:22:00.000+08:00
was late for project this morning./: sorry!
watched NANCY DREW! at vivo with jaclyn, we had nothing to do at home. to pass time we also went into f21 to try on some of their dresses. it was pretty retarded. but this is what you do when you're broke. (:
jaclyn did this! girls in pjs having a ball of a time doing absolutely nothing!(:

whoa jaclyn, photography skills improving. (:

nancy drew! see the credits. (:

ohh yea, and we wanted to give blood but were underage. lol.
i don't think they'd want my blood though, AB blood a little bit useless. lol.
❤my daddy so much!

2007-06-22T01:53:00.000+08:00
pictures!

FROM TODAY:
supposed to go to sentosa but didn't, ended up at vivo. i didn't stay for long though, was too tired.

tommy, amanda, iris, cherie and jaclyn at my place, eating durian! (: like FINALLY!
FROM YESTERDAY:
out with jaclyn for awhile, then to zouk.

i found my new love, fried mars bars!
had nothing better to do so we went to topshop and tried their stuff.
this is vain me!
i totally look like i'm stripping for her!/:
topshop shoes.
how nice it would be if i had christina's body. (credits to christina for her body!)
and then our camwhoring session before going into zouk.

unglam picture! we were bullying her. lol.
sexy or not?(:
i like this one with jac's and kim's faces in christina's arms.
see that satisfied smile and the grimace?

phuture.

omfg.

jaclyn's attempt at an artistic shot?
jay tried,
dedric tried, who succeeded? (:

FROM 190607:
eve of amos's birthday, nice dinner at hangout hotel. (:
toilet signs.
the ladies.
nice bigbig clock!

this picture was freaky we have no idea why when we snapped it turned out like that./:
second time turned out normal.
strawberry cheesecake!

and the happy birthday boy. (:

2007-06-21T07:40:00.000+08:00
i am no longer a virgin clubber.
am tired.
am in pain.
jac's fat ass sleeping next to me, in garfield pjs.
last night in zouk was pretty fun, wasn't as bad as i expected it to be.
and surprisingly, i enjoyed it. (:
i just got home, and i need sleep.
goodnight!

2007-06-20T00:31:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMOS!
all the best to you, kid brother!

visited tim at the hospital. he has meningitis, however its spelt. take care man!
dinnered with the family + zikry + ahma + jaclyn. (: at this place called hangout hotel at mt emily.
my future boyfriend has to bring me there some day! lol.

pictures soon.

2007-06-19T02:36:00.000+08:00
urbaned and spent hours at the skate park. i feel so satisfied with myself. i managed to go down the ramp (after psyching my self for almost 2hours!), i jumped those steps, and i learnt and managed to do a snowplough, if that's what its called. i failed terribly at acid though./:

peiyi got hurt pretty bad. she was flying all over the place, we were all so impressed. she's the swordswoman? lol. anyway, story is she went down the ramp, tried to do something fancy, FLEW, and landed on her chin. poor babe. i can't help but admire her for her bravery.... (corny, i know) if you can't see the words, it reads minor operating theatre.
before stitching.

and just look at the amount of blood./:
she got four stitches and plastic surgery, but she's okay now, thank God. (:
take care girl!

2007-06-18T00:36:00.000+08:00
look what i dug out last night! amos's birthday is coming too.(:
look at how sweet looking he used to be!

you know, that duck is still alive and lying on my bed. (:

2007-06-17T00:23:00.000+08:00
rudy was a total dickhead today and freaking blew smoke into my FACE. how effing inconsiderate is that. thing is, you KNOW i can't take the smoke not just because i don't like it. and yet, you didn't even bother at least freaking turning your head away.

jaclyn, well, try your best to ignore it la. if anything, come over and look for me lor, then we will stress over our assignments together, and not do anything about them. lol.

peiyi, take proper care of those knees!

andand also, i have another assignment due on monday, and chialing went to china. screw. screwed.

2007-06-16T01:52:00.000+08:00
caught a movie and ate carl's jr. today with rania. (: jc life vs poly life, this is how you compare. lol. forgot to take pics though. visited grandpa in the hospital too. he looks so frail and weak, so skinny, so scary. he was panting as he spoke, although i didn't understand a word he said. i've never been able to understand anything he said, ever. that's sad, really, but what can i do about it? and the guy in the neighbouring bed was so annoying with all his complaints. /:

these pictures are from skatecamp07, credits to the camera man, i'm sorry i don't know your name,who took his camera out only on the last day of camp. lol. thanks anyway. (:

peiyi!
ian is freaking pro!
quoting timothy, "jiayi defies gravity"

obstacle course.
how cool is wilson's pose.(:
fly, olivia, fly!
and the truth will remain hidden...
ian flies too!
introducing the inline president. he's...goofy?

justin needs his glamour shot.

the twins and ian were supposedly whacking me and i was supposed to pretend i was scare and screaming.
from the eyes of oscar the grouch, in his 21st century plastic bin.

let the picture speak. (:

2007-06-15T01:31:00.000+08:00
ICE SKATING:the supposedly emo picture

on the bus on the way home. check out the "adjusting my hair" pose!
here's the story. it was after church and i was on my way home, complaining in my head about my stupid heels and how they hurt so bad i can't wait to take them off. so there i was, cursing under my breath, when i walk out of the lift and see this. they are my neighbours. they go through so much pain, period. and i was complaining about blisters. /: i am blessed, i know.
FROM CAMP:
see, eating potato chips is badbadbad.

spidey deserves cash, that broke ass.
polo mint, constipation and marsmallow powder.

this picture makes me laugh everytime!
i'd say this was the nicest shot out of all.
and mr ego-maniac here took a shot of himself instead of everyone./:
FROM TODAY:
pretty nails.

we tried, so hard, to get a good shot, but nooo, all the camera's would not cooperate with us. ohwell.
i am sleepy, i need sleep.
and if you want to know, my grandpa's stable. he's still in some high dependancy ward though, keeping him in our prayers.(:

2007-06-14T00:53:00.000+08:00
jaclyn,
thanks so much for letting me rant these past 3 or 4 days.
i think my temper is getting shorter and shorter.
and although happy things happened to me,
bad things pull me down pretty quick, and so thanks for always being there,
love!

2007-06-13T23:52:00.000+08:00
everything that could go wrong has just gone wrong.
grandpa's in icu. please pray for him. he's my only grandpa.
because of me three other people had to go through so much, had to pack up quick, hide when leaving, had to go home late at night.
i could have gotten them into serious trouble.
and its all my fault.

peiyi, jiayi and wilson,
i am so, so sorry about tonight!

2007-06-12T16:36:00.000+08:00
at skate camp now.
being station master means you get to bully people (:
there's this one person here though, who's annoying the shit out of me.
you're filthy, lazy and so occupied with your own stuff.
screw off, please.

----------editted----------
and you can keep whatever you borrowed from me, its so gross i don't want it back.
just go take a shower, sometime in the next century, and change your disgusting, sweat soaked shorts!

okay, done ranting. (:

2007-06-10T01:42:00.000+08:00
I. AM. SO. TIRED.
by that i actually mean sleepy.
okay, a little physically tired.
wth am i talking about?!

this is random stuff.
ignore me if you're annoyed.
1. i started my holidays with ice skating
2. practice today was BORING, we were on our backsides three quarters of the time we were there.
3. urbaned.
4. fell on my backside first time i tried a ramp.
5. fell while making my way to peiyi's dad's car, in front of 2angmoh guys and a girl. one of the guys asked me "are you okay?" and laughed. wth.
6. skated home from kap and lost a screw on the way back. screw.

enough bullshit.
oh, i got pics from yesterday, but i'm lazy, too bad.

2007-06-07T19:39:00.000+08:00
ooooh i miss watching so you think you can dance on tv! (:
ahhhh my ivan!!!(:
i am so glad now i have an almost daily dose of his pretty face on screen.

the pussycat dolls were performing on the show and jaclyn was imitating. it was HILARIOUS. and after that she couldnt pronounce pussycat dolls. "poodycat, pussydat, poodysat"
i couldn't stop laughing! i love that girl!

my house is in a mess right now. its CHAOTIC, ask jaclyn. all day long there were strangers in here banging and drilling in the house. one ass even went to the extent of freaking smoking in the master bedroom! he got told off, obviously, by your's truely.

and i got so frustrated earlier, she WOULD NOT understand that i could not leave my house! arrrgh. simple reasons. 1. my clothing, together with the rest of the family's was in the DINING ROOM, under sheets of plastic. 2. i had to keep an eye on the repair guys, who were hacking off our walls. and smoking in the master bedroom.
screw.

one more thing, jaclyn and i are PIGS.

ivan on tv!
here's...sleeping beauty! (:
oh please don't kill me.